Ello my lovely friends,
So there has been a reason I haven’t been blogging/making video’s lately, again, I know. But hopefully there will not be anymore excuses from now on. Yesterday I came across an Instagram picture from youtuber and blogger Raya was here (she is amazing btw, you can find her picture and insta here), and I could relate so much to what she wrote in her capture. Because it discribes my situation so well right now. So I’m going to quote what she said:
“It’s so easy to get swept up into doing what you think you need to do to succeed. You see things working for other people and you try to make yourself do them too, even if it doesn’t feel right. But when you finally realise what’s been happening, and you wake up to the fact that you’re not listening your heart, changing your course to follow one that you’re sincerely passionate about is the most liberating feeling. I had one of those moments last week and I feel on top of the world right now, choosing to go down a path on which the only footsteps are my own ❤ ”
The funny thing is, I was reading this after I had made the decision to quit my studie. Definitely no coincidence. I have been searching so long for my purpose in the wrong direction. Of course going to school is something we all have to do. And it will probably increase your chance of getting a job too. But for some reason, going to school right now doesn’t feel right for me. I feel like I first need to see the world and explore it, and also myself. Get to know myself even better, so I know I am following my heart.
And actually that’s the only plan I have right now, following my heart
So we will see where it will bring me. I know I want to travel, learn to listen to my heart and proceed this blog & youtube journey. And I hope you will come along and follow me on this journey with me! I am planning on making it the best time of my life. Because if everything is possible, why not make the most out of it, right?
Yesterday I also made a little brain fart video about this, very spontaneously. Just to look back on later, as the start of this “new beginning”. You can check it out right here.
So that will be it for now… All really exiting but also a bit terrifying, but I know it will be alright. I am going to let my heart show me the way (this is sounding so cheesy but this is what I feel like haha) and I will accept my path and whatever struggles may come up. And I know I can do it, because this is what I want. And this is also one of the first decisions I’ve made, that makes me feel like I am going the right way.